Vandalism

What in Gods green earth would make a individual want to spray paint someones property. My work van was tagged the other day and I had to file a police report. Just another pain is the but. I would love to find the punk who did it. I would never damage someones property. It is not good karma. I truly believe what you give is what you receive. I try to be as civil to everyone as I can. So why then done does this can of stuff happen to me you ask. Well I view as a test of my will. I real would not do anything to who ever did this. I would talk them and find out why they did it. The reason would be very interesting to me. Maybe buy talking to me they may even realize what they did effected my life to greater degree then the thought it did. Maybe they did not care at all and still don't. I would however love to understand.

Cars, Cars, Cars

My jobs requires me to drive a lot. Last year I drove 40,000 miles. So it goes with out saying I have to have reliable transportation. I drive up to over 7 hours a way so taking a bus is not an option. The last 2 months I have had to put over 1,5oo bucks into my car for work. Inspection and my front Axel broke for no apparent reason. My car is 2001 with about 108,000 miles on it. I will not get a new car until our van is payed off. This will be in two years. I hope my car will hold up that long. It looks like I will be driving less this year so that will be a big help. I hope the force is with me on this one because if my car does not make it then I will be in some trouble. Cars you got to luv em.

Sleepy

I am not sure what the deal is but I am so tired this weekend. I do not know why? I have gotten plenty of sleep but for some reason I am still very sleepy. May be it is my new work out routine. I have added walking about a mile to it so maybe that is it. I take of Saturday and sometimes Sunday to give my arms time to heal so I can tear them open again and get a better cut. I am not sure if this is good or not but from what I have been told you need to let your arms a chest heal. I am very tired though.

Happy New Year

Well its a new year 08, I remember when 2000 seemed so far away. This years major goal is my health. I need to loss at least 60 pounds maybe even 80. I have been hitting the free weights for the last month and half. Today I walked about 10 blocks in about a foot of snow that was pretty tough but I believe it must now become part of my routine if I am serious about weight loss. I plan on doing this for a month and then I will get to my brain with an hour of reading and at least 2o minutes of meditation a day. This will be harder then walking 10 miles because it will take a greater discipline for me. I feel that a strong mind and soul lead to a strong will. If you will it, it shall be so. I use to have a very strong will but it has weathered like a mountain. Well its is time for a upheaval so to speak the mountain must be reforged. Hell that is why a started a blog because if you write it down it is harder not to follow through. So Happy New Year to all!